Nicole - Just an Illusion

"I think we are all insecure, and there is nothing wrong in accepting that. But the problem arises when we try to counter this insecurity by cultivating this illusion of control, and we start taking ourselves and everything we know too seriously."

Could we retry?

I couldn’t let you go, no matter how hard I tried. I tried to block you out of my mind, I just couldn’t do it. I tried to forget you, I really did.   Worst mistake I ever tried to… Continue Reading →

What Happened?

What happened to those peaceful times, where you played with your friends making a makeshift swing out of old wagon parts across that long tree branch in the park? What happened to those wicked times, where you would sled down… Continue Reading →

Pieced Back Together

To James, You came back stronger than ever. Thank you.   Well, you came back. You showed me so much kindness. You gained my trust back. You showed me how to trust again. Never change. You are a wonderful person…. Continue Reading →

Left With No Trace

To you, You know who you are.     We were fine. We were finally at peace. We helped each other. We saved each other. We were fine,         Until we weren’t.       What happened?… Continue Reading →

The Illusion of a Girl?

It has been eight years since this girl put on her first mask, a mask to hide all of the betrayal, torture, pain and suffering and her own mind. This girl can be found in the corner of any dark… Continue Reading →

Hidden Beneath

  Imagine…   Being in a body where nothing makes sense, Where thoughts lead you to things unnatural, Where actions lead you to stares and scoffs. Where the feelings of being trapped, Plunges you into a never ending cycle of… Continue Reading →

If You Want Me

You know where to find me. I am in every dark corner, a shadow that never talks. If you want to talk, I will listen, but don’t expect a response. I’m tired of playing tag. I’m tired of sitting here… Continue Reading →

Go On Without Me.

Silence, the worst form of punishment. To be alone in your thoughts without a way out is torture. So why, why have I been left alone Again? I thought You‘d break this repetition of Silence’s madness. I guess not. Was… Continue Reading →

Before My Eyes

“I never meant any harm. How is it still possible that I hurt you? I didn’t do anything!” Is the lie I continue to tell myself. Deep down I know I have wronged you, haven’t I? I’ve drifted. Again. This… Continue Reading →


Don’t worry… Only those who wish to suffer will follow… Never another opportunity, just a sentence… To forget your loved one is a crime in it’s own… Love, as she would say, she doesn’t want you to be sad… Over… Continue Reading →

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